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  • Say My Name

    I rarely get called [real name]. I don’t know why, but it has always been the case.  Even my parents don’t call me by my name. My mother has been calling me “chicken,” for as long as I can remember. Other people close to me call me a variety of nicknames. It may be because

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  • For Sale

    Anonymous recently asked on a messaging site to meet me in real life. The individual offered me $450 and when I said they had misread the situation, offered more. I was clear about saying no. In the end, I decided to delete the account and stop engaging.  I am privileged in that I am a

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  • Blocked

    I had a confusing thing happen recently and I wanted to write about it.  An individual responded to a story of mine on Instagram with a note that they clicked on the Reddit link in my profile and were “not sorry. Amazing work.”  We had a very pleasant and superficial exchange about my writing, and

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  • Vanilla

    Lately I’ve been describing myself as a “vanilla” creator, and I can feel the apology in the description. “You might find my work a bit boring,” I’m implying, “but that’s what I do.” I’d like to take that back.  I have been around the erotic audio and Lit community for a while now. In that

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  • Writing about a Dream

    I don’t typically explain the thought process behind my stories, but for some reason I feel compelled to do so with my latest. It’s called “Dreaming of You.”  Last year, I bought a small home built in 1950. The previous owner had lived there for 50+ years, had raised a family there, and then sold

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  • Objectify Me

    I’ve never been an object of true desire. Certainly men have admired how I look; they have commented on my breasts, my ass, my eyes. But I’ve never been wanted.  My first memory of being objectified was when I was 12. Walking home from school, a man at a construction site whistled at me and

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  • Now Is The Time

    It was a weekend filled with a lot of emotions.  We learned a well known member of the VA community has died. We watched fires continue to burn threatening indigenous communities. We watched people being kidnapped by masked enforcement officers. We watched a nation protest a president who fashions himself a dictator. We learned of

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